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writes:Where do it start off? I'm just sad.....Nothing in my life is not going right. I want to start school because it took me a while to get my dipolma. It was very hard for me. I didn't have a way there to take my tests. So I had to take a cab and/or bus. And when taking a bus, it was 2 there and 2 back. I would ask my dad and even offered to pay him but he wouldn't do it. But I finally got it, I was really happen because I thought I would never get my dipolma. I wanted to start school but I didn't have a way, so I finally got a job. So I was just working. But I still couldn't start school. So I was a little down because it took me so long to get mines. But my dad has 2 cars, 1 doesn't work. So when I was working i offered to pay to get it fixed, so I can learn how to drive. Because he won't teach me, and my Mom doesn't drive and i don't really have a lot of friends. I don't mind tho, less friends less problems ( sometimes ) :) but he said no, he won't let me touch his cars. And when I was saving up for a driving teacher, my hours got cut! So now I don't have a job and I'm still not in school. I just feel bad... its like I always have to fight to do something and other ppl around me just gets it. And that's not fair at all. I'm having real bad headaches now, because school starts in august and I still don't know how to drive. My dad keeps saying he's going to teach me but he's been sayin that for months. Than sometimes my mom would say how come I don't have a boyfriend? And I don't like it when she says that. I'm almost 20 and I really only had 1 real boyfriend, and I was 17 @ the time. I had another guy 1 year later but things happen and we don't even talk. Not @ 19 I haven't had no guy, my 2 best friends have 2-3 but I just can't meet no guys. I don't know why? I don't know what to do, I'm just down. I'm starting to think I don't deserve anything good now. I'm very bored, its hard finding a job and my says she want me to be independent but how can I? She says god will make a way, I never know who I might meet, but won't I be dependening on that person that I meet for rides? I'm happy for other ppl, but I'm like what about me? I feel like I'm 1 of them friends who don't never have anything good while my other friends does. I just feel bd and no one understand me..... why is it so hard for me?
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reader, anonymous, writes (19 May 2011): I know that you are in a lot of stress and hard times right now but remember those hardship will be gone and you will be better than you can believe. people have faced and survived hardship.you will survive this too.keep on looking for a job online or any where you go to ask if there's any opening that is close to where you are staying because you said you don't have a car.after having a job hopefully it close to where you are living so you can walk and save money faster differently from subtracting the transportation out of your money.when you have enough that you can afford the apartment then look for the one which cheap and close also to your job if you chose to move right away but if you choose to get your diploma before moving out then save up and work on your diploma and prepare for your moving.I wish you luck on having a job soon and so you can move on
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