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*ellium
writes:Hi everyone, I don't know why I don't listen to what people tel me. I'd love to know a reason for my stupidity. I fell in love wit ha girl who has a boyfriend. She also fell in love with me.As a fact, yesterday she was at my place. Wonder what: I got my first kiss, that day, from her. She introduced me in the new world of Love, unknown for me until the date. She showed me many things that were wonderful. Kissing is truly a wonderful thing, no doubt, but it went way deeper than just kissing. But she did it so tenderly, I could feel it was love speaking, even being new for me! Everything felt so good, I just didn't want it to end.. But it had to. She was going to be picked up by a friend of her's. At the way to the meeting point, her boyfriend phoned her, and an argue started. She didn't seem to be annoyed by the whole situation. As we arrived the pickup point, she hugged me quickly and said "bye". It felt so fucking bad that at the same night I went to get drunk with my best friend. I was completely desperate. An hour later I wrote her an SMS ant told her "It's 1 hour later and I already miss you. I love you". She didn't answer till today, 17 PM. She wrote "Hey darling, I'm sorry but there isn't going to be anything between us. I'm completely crazy in love with you but I just can't get off my boyfriend. Please don't write me more SMS."It feels like a backstab. I really lost any kind of will for love. I got to say that right now I just hate myself for giving away my first kiss and Co. so stupidly. I really have the feeling I want to die. Why do woman do souch things? I'm the kind of guy that is so stupidly nice that woman think I'm easy to get an therefore they thing I'm Incredibly boring, just because I'm not a little bit an asshole. I never did bad to ANYONE in my life. If I got hit, I would just go away and forgive. I ALWAYS help people as I can, I am polite to every single person I meet, I'm generous and I also respect myself. I don't think I've ever deserved what she did to me. I just wanted to love her.I think right now I'm depressed. And tomorrow I have to write a Test at the University, in Maths, but I don't feel like doing anything for the rest of my life.Any tips? I'd be thankful.
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reader, yussuf  +, writes (30 November 2009):
 Man-up and move on. You knew she had a man and you still went for it, plus what in the hell was wrong with you texting her all those things after an hour? you were bound to fall face flat after doing so, this is what your text sounded like when she saw it "hey i'm so needy and clingy because i am dumb enough to tell you that i love you after you kissed me, please feel free to hurt my fragile self because i don't care" sorry to say this bro, but i think you put the cart infront of the horse and now you're wondering why it ain't moving as you anticipated. Forget about her and quit acting like a wussy. you're making all of us look bad.
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reader, Hellium +, writes (30 November 2009):
Hellium is verified as being by the original poster of the questionYou make make honor to your Nickname Code Warrior. I guess that you're right. I know I'm stuid when it comes to Feeling. A bit noobish I have to say. I don't know how to handle with woman and walk blindly into traps, as you can see. I really hope you're right, then I'll cut this hip of shit by the way. I have to add that It will hurt a damn lot. As told, she gave me my first kiss. I'll tie up my anger and let it out tomorrow at the Rugby training.
Thanks for your advice Code Warrior, really.
Cheers.
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