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writes:i am a agony aunt on here as u will knwo i just joined the other day but i cant take it anymore it hurts the inside of me so badly that i doe feel like i wanan do anythin with my life.well it all started wen me and my gf (x gf now) started havin arguments and it got worse we got worse and i was ill and i asked her to cum and see me and she said no coz she has dancin on a monday so i said ok and i found out she had kissed a mate of mine wen she was walkin home from school and tuesday i was the same and she walked home and saw me i think cant remember lol and the wednesday i was still very ill and then i find out they kissed agen she finsihsed with my by then well in that day i was like y and she said coz of my moods and temper and she said she wanted time apart for us i said ok then thursday she texted me say i cant do it anymore coz our ur moods have pushed me away and there have been times when me and **** have kissed well i was angry by this as i lose my temper easly i rung her and ask her y she said she didnt knwo y she did it so i left it of corse to let it cool down and i ask her agen and she then says coz i like him its liek she says one thing but it ay the truth. we spoke about my temper and i promised her that i wouldnt do it agen and so then i took it a bit further and we spoke with her mom about it and she said she is scared of my temper and she cant deal with the emotinal stress as we r only 14/15 and she still hadnt forgive me for wen i cheated on her a long time ago with one kiss but we got through that we gew stronger as a couple and fell more in love with each other i would do anythin for her i woudl die for her i would do anything and yes i wanted to spend the rest of my life with her i told her this i told her i want to marry u if i could i wanan spend the rest of my life with u and she said she felt the same so we was very happy and close but i had to be there coz she went through a rough patch with erh mates as they neva called her and they didnt like me coz they thought i was takin her off them but i wasnt it was her she wanted to be with my all the time as any new couple would so i was there for her and everything i stuck up for her wen they put her down and things i did everythin i needed to, to help her out so i said to her mates if u want to c her ask her in school so i can go and find my mates and aks them to c if they want to cum out they said ok but they neva did. so even now she still says i neva let her c her mates but i said thta we agreed on it and now she is goin out with my mate that she cheated on me with we saw each other last week and we made love coz we always said i would b her first and she woudld be mine he went on holiday so we did it and she didnt regret it i asked her shouldnt we do this while u was single i asked her like and she sai dok then the next min she is goin otu with him and then so she cehated on him with me then everytime i saw her after that she kissed me and we always did more than kiss not have sex but more than a kiss and she always stopeed at the end and said lets stop co zi doe wanna reget it i said ok then then next time i saw same agen etc. and i thought well if she regrets it y is she still kissin me and it wasnt me cumin on to her i ask her to think but she thinks for 5 mins then says i did a bit and i sia dr u takin it seruoisly and she says yes i am and so and last night i spoke to her for ages liek after 2 weeks this is she sya sshe still loves me a bit and she likes her new bf a lot like me i say to her is it worth it tho is it worth givein up wat we have for sumone u liek and she didnt knwo i was upset by this at time she said she wanted me bak but then the next day she woudl say i doe mean it anymore co zi was in a different mood i tohuth thats just stupid then last night i asked her is it that u doe want me coz of my temper and she says yes and i sai dif i changed would u have me bak and she says yes but i said u will have to finish with him and she said no i said that coz she said to me but i like him more i said u will coz u am goin out with him and i said u should of coz u r confused and now i knwo she will hurt him if she did take me bak but now she doesnt want to tell him she has cheated on him everytime i with her and stuff and she wanted to stop hurtin people i said u will if u keep him and u find u want me thats maily all of it i am just really confused sumtimes i think i am doin the right thing and other times i feel im not i love her to bits but she cant she wat she is throwin away and she makes it all my fault all the time it liek neva her fault always mine so i get depressed so much that i want to die and not be ere and things i doe knwo wat to do shall i leave her and try and forget bout her and move on i am not sure wat to do? pl z help sumonethanx xx
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reader, eyeswideopen  +, writes (3 January 2007):
 ahem, you might get more responses if you were slightly more concise and to the point. I tried to follow your ramblings but gave up, sorry.
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reader, perky +, writes (3 January 2007):
perky is verified as being by the original poster of the question plz could anyone just help me out i really doe knwo wat to do soz its long but i just needed to let it out
plz help and adivce iwould be thankful for thanz xxxx
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