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writes:So I believe I have a fetish. I am a straight man, and I get very turned on when I feel fear, anxiety, and terror towards homosexual activity. It happened first at 15 when I felt a very weird uncomfortable feeling while watching two guys hold hands on tv. I had a lot of anxiety, and nothing really sexual occurred between the two men. I try to watch gay porn, and I feel nothing, i don't enjoy watching it, and I get no sexual reaction. The odd time I have what feels like a nightmare, where I see someone who is gay, and I get scared and sexually stimulated to almost have a wet dream. The gay person does nothing sexual, but just knowing they are gay feels me with anxiety and turns me on. The more uncomfortable and weird it feels the more I get turned on. When homosexuality feels normal, and natural, I feel fine and I don't get turned on. This really sucks because it makes me feel so uncomfortable.
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reader, ShonaB  +, writes (4 February 2010):
 We all have times in our lives where our minds and bodies play games with us and confuse the hell out of us. Maybe you're just curious, it happens, doesn't mean your own sexuality is in question.
Relax, accept it for what it is and you may find you feel less anxious about it. Many people, male and female, have weird dreams that turn them on and they wake and go "eh?!?" it's a fact of life and maybe just a safe way of subconciously exploring something that makes us curious or explore our fears, subconcious or not.
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