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female
age
30-35,
anonymous
writes: Hello cupids.For the past five years I have been in an on again off again relationship that isnt very healthy, theres been a lot of lies, fights physical and verbal and cheating. I have never cheated, I know that this is a bad relationship and the problem is I cant leave, I feel addicted and sometimes wish I could just be sent away where I have no control. It's really bringing me down and through it I've messed up so much of my life with school and jobs even my family life.Recently my girlfriend had a baby and it hurts so much, I'm tired of lying and pretending to care when I don't. I just don't know how to break away from it all, I was hoping that this baby would make me hit the bottom take as much as I can but it didnt I just can't take this anymore I want to leave it all but I cant find it in me to do it. When were apart Im happy. We have so good momments but really I'm miserable, is this normal not to be able to leave, its all I want but I can't do it. How can I break this addiction? Reply to this Question Share |
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