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41-50,
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writes: I am suprised to see that their is so much people in the world that feels like me. I dont know how it happened but I love my 3rd cousin who i just met around December 15, 2007. Thats right, i didnt even know she existed until now. I am 20 and she is 19 years old. We have been cuzins our whole life but did not know about it until recently. I know everything happens for a reason and that was probally not a coincidence. I have been talking to her for over 5 months now but she doesnt feel the way i do. I like her so much, i wrote her 3 songs which probally seemed creepy. The truth is i have never wrote any songs for any girls until she came along. This girl has me doing things i never ever done in my life before. She knows how i feel as well which makes my situation extremley difficult. I wish their was a real hitch. She even told me "i cant make my self like you." i would of never imagined that i would be that person who is attracted to their cuzin infact that was the last thing on my mind. Now, it's like i'm goin insane because she doesnt feel the same and i have been trying to do everything i possible can do. It's like i'm trying to make her fall in luv with me. Day by day the situation just get's worse. I wish i would have never met her just because my life feels miserable and i cant stop thinking about her. I dont think my 3rd cuzin will ever feel how i feel. On top of everything, we live in two different states that are far away. I am the kind of person who is willing to take chances for an opportunity, i just dont know how to go about and recieve that opportunity. I guess i already know the awnser, i'm just in denial becuase being couzins with someone you love who doesnt love u, multiplies the pain several times. believe it or not I was born in raised in america 2 and i still feel the same about my couzin, I am in luv and am going crazy. Is their anything i can do to make this work. I know my situation is bad, but this is all i think about, i really wish i never met her. Now i know why luv is so dangerous, cause the way i feel right now, nothing can hurt me more than i'm hurting right now. Not no physical or mental pain, nothing
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