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female
age
30-35,
anonymous
writes:I'm five days late on my period and all three home pregnancy tests are positive. I was taking birth control pills and had sex with my ex during my ovulation time without a condom because I was on birth control. My family and my friends think I haven't seen my ex in six months. I'm 19, a fucking idiot, I do NOT want this child but I have no means of getting an abortion, and I'm terrified out of my mind.I haven't told anyone yet, not even the father, who I KNOW would blame this whole thing on me, make me feel guilty about it until I contemplate suicide, but still be there for the baby, even though he wouldn't want it in the first place. He was always emotionally abusive and always made me feel bad about things i couldn't control and then turned around and blamed me for EVERYTHING.I don't think I have ever felt this scared and worried about the future, about my life, about what the people around would think. I just, I don't know what to do. And if my parents found out the father is my ex (I've never been with anyone else), it would be like a soap opera with endless drama.I don't know what to do. Can someone please help me?
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reader, anonymous, writes (6 June 2009): I do not have the funds to get an abortion. I am quite literally flat broke and so is my ex. I am pro-choice, but I think I'm going to end up carrying this baby to term or at least, hope for a miscarriage. Sounds crude, but I can't handle a baby right now. I'm too young.
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