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writes: my girlfriend found beastiality on my computer as i was looking at it while she was at work. i have never done anything else but look at it. i know it is terrible and gross but sometimes the sickest things turn people on. she left me and told me to pack my stuff and get out and said she wants nothing to do with me ever again. i dont blame her for leaving me as i understand how disturbing it is. i just need help to find out what to do? im embarrassed and ashamed and feel that i will never be looked at the same way ever again. i have learnt the lesson, believe me. i will never do it again. i loved her so much and still do and now she hates me. i am terribly depressed and wish i could take it back.
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reader, anonymous, writes (14 April 2008): Not that i have done it myself - but there is that morbid curiosity factor that some people get some time.. like an oh my god do they really do that kinda thing.. if i was your partner i would think it was gross but if i loved you enough i would talk it through with you, i should believe that you weren't into things like that otherwise why would i be with you in the first place?????
Were things okay with your relationship prior to this?? Okay its a weird one but she soon upped and left??? - maybe its put pay to that puppy she wanted???!! (joke i'm sorry!)
Perhaps if she is out working you should either be out at work yourself our helping out at home, not trawling the internet
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reader, natasia  +, writes (14 April 2008):
 Pity you reacted guilty - you could have just said it was a joke, and left it at that (and dealt with yourself yourself - because yes, it is pretty sick, and you shouldn't be exposing yourself to that kind of thing - just don't do it - simple). Can you tell her it was just a bit of stupid curiosity and you found it gross? That she mustn't think you were actually into it? I don't know. That's between you too.
I really hope you win her round, but hard to say without knowing you both and your relationship. I hope she comes round.
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reader, Laura1318  +, writes (14 April 2008):
 Your g/f has got a holier than thou attitude and uncompromising.
There is nothing you can do much with such type of people who are very judgmental and hypocritical.
Give her sometime and if she does not forgive you , then you move on.
You cannot live with such judgmental people.
It is better you do without them.
Today is bestiality and tomorrow can be other issues.....
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reader, Country Woman +, writes (14 April 2008):
 Hmmm the internet has a lot to answer for unfortunately.
Child porn, beastiality etc and all sorts of things that we cannot imagine.
OK she found out about it and now the only way is up, I think you need to discuss this with someone about why you found it fascinating in the first place and maybe discuss with your gf that like duskrowe has said you were curious and nothing more and you are bitterly ashamed and disgusted with yourself let alone what she thinks of you.
You want to work through this and you need her help so perhaps contact Relate and may be even go for one counselling session on your own and talk this through with them or perhaps investigate a private counsellor and tell your gf what you are doing but you still love her deeply and you want to work this through in a very professional way and her help may make you understand her feelings and she may learn to forgive you with the help of a third impartial person.
Give Relate a call and may be go and see them on your own initially but I think if your gf sees that you are making a concerted effort to help yourself she may well find it in her heart to listen to you and maybe go with you too.
Explain that this could end up affecting both of you for the rest of your lives and by working through the counselling no matter what the outcome is it will help both of you either as a couple together or for future relationships with other people as we do tend to take the baggage from our previous relationship into new relationships and that just isn't fair to a new partner.
To contact Relate go to www.relate.org and then you can find your nearest counsellor by typing in your postcode.
Hope this helps.
BFN
Country Woman
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reader, Isabella1974  +, writes (14 April 2008):
 Hi, if you were just curious and wondered what it was all about then you will just have to sit down with your partner and explain that to her. I find the whole this so disgusting myself,i feel sick even thinking about it to be honest! so maybe your girlfriend feels this way and if you can try and reassure her it is just you being curious then it possibly that this will work. the best of luck x
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reader, anonymous, writes (14 April 2008): She properly thinks you lust after animals. Do you?? if not then tell her this, say you were just curious and you could never dream of doing it in real life. Well if you actually do lust after animals in real life, then go and get help and sort your own problems out.
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reader, duskyrowe +, writes (14 April 2008):
 OMG. Curiousity certainly killed the cat with you didn't it? People seem to think that downloading porn of any kind is harmless fun and that they will never get caught out.
I can see why you did it, albeit you would never dream of doing it. You wanted to see why other people would want to have sex with animals and curiousity got the better of you. I don't think you are sick, but people who actually commit the act of beastility are very sick.
Explain to your girlfriend that you would never ever do anything to harm animals let alone have sex with them and that curiousity got the better of you. Hopefully she will know that you are not that way inclined and will forgive you and move on. Good luck Hun. Dusky xxx.
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