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writes: i am tired of listening the preach from my parents, they did this since i am 8 years old.all king of bad words i heard from them like i am a mother fucker, i am useless that they are just waisting their time and money feeding me, all of this word make a chalenge on me when i reach 10 years old i start to find a way to make money and give to my parents i did this just for the sake of not to hear this all bad lines to me specialy that i am useless.. i am now 35 years old and still they never change' my life become miserable and i never find a peace in my heart and soul. but above this i still try to stand by my self. now i am living with my bf who is good to me in the first year we have but now he is changing' he also look like playing the rule of my parents' he dont said any bad words to me but he react the way my parents acting in front of me' the way he yell or shout at me. i do love him but sometimes i was thinking why this is happined to me, am i too soft? this things happinings to me sometimes it makes me think' no body really care at me id rather be dead. maybe when i die maybe the time will come that they will realise that i am also usefull sometimes in their life. i dont know for how long i deserve to be shouted by other human being! pls. help.
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reader, Astrid  +, writes (21 September 2006):
 I understand what you mean, I think you should go on a only girls trip with close friends have a coupl of drinks feel sexy and relax then think it over do u want to be with such a guy....? C'on you can live n your own means you're cool and not longer a useless little girl, though maybe useless little girls are born because of their parents and their responsibility. Talk to him if you feel like giving him another choice but I promise love rats do not turn into princeslove
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