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female
age
30-35,
anonymous
writes:It's been a around 2years since I last saw him properly and I can't get over him. I eat sleep and dream him. I can't focus I text old friends to ask about him or to find out if he still talks about me or asks after me. I wait near school, drive round where he'll be I feel like I need to see him to get how I feel out he knows I like him and he hugged and kissed me on the head when I told him. But how does he feel did I make this up! Did I make all the feelings up were they in my head? I have briefly seen him twice the first time at this uni thing, and he was laughing at me saying you'll never get to uni and I was with friends so left then I was alone on the phone and he asked me if I was going to stop and talk and I can't describe it we were just jokey and flirting and then he asked where did the girl who I used to love shouting at in class go and when I said she grew up he walked off. I do weekly runs around the same time his football finishes and today was the only day I've seen him since I started running and looked at me strange I dont think he realised it was me but I'm dying to ask him if he knew I want to know did he know? Why did he wave and look at me strange. My friend said he'd ask but I'm dying well itching to email him I just want to ask how he is I miss talking to him. I want to go get coffee and chill. I love him and don't know if I could ever be his friend. I don't know what to do. It's been 4 years I'm 18 nearly 19 and at uni what the hell am I going to do I've been on so many dates go out with friends but I think I'd rather be with him. What's he's doing right now? Oh he's not like him in this way or this way? I just need help this is turning into an obsession. An obsession i don't want. Please don't tell me I'm not in love I'm an adult and well if he wasn't my teacher which in fact he isn't then it'd but love. But why can I not get over him?
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reader, anonymous, writes (17 October 2012): Talk to your doctor. This isn't normal thinking. You are stalking him. You have unrealistic thoughts and fantasies.
Find out how to treat obsessive compulsive thinking.
Why can't you get over him? Your brain chemistry isn't allowing it. Get some qualified medical help as soon as possible.
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