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male
age
30-35,
*andomando
writes:This week I went down to visit her me ex. I waited for the last minute to tell her because I wasnt sure how to. She said "I miss you". I said good because I will see you tomorrow. SOOO this is what happened because now I am back at college and am still processing this. I went to visit her Saturday night. When I got in too town she picked me up. We talked in the car really awkwardly for a little while. (like 5 minutes) then she started to yell at me! scream. and I didnt know what to say but sorry. as we both cried. She put her head on my shoulder then started to cry and we held each other. she laid her head in my lap as she cried and I stroked her hair and kissed her head. We went back to my house after a good hour and half in the car. We watched the television but it was awkward. she didnt touch me or anything. maybe 20 minutes later she rested her head on me. and she was crying and i held her really tight. I wanted to kiss her but I was scared she would leave. so I didnt. she still was crying and yelling at me when i talked and said somethings to me that really made me feel worse for what i did.She left my house but left mad. She woke up and was like confused why she was there saying I shouldnt be here. I have to leave. i tried to get her to stay with me and talk. But she was screaming at me saying this isnt going to be easier nothing has changed ... really yelling at me. It was so scary. and I felt like shit. She left my house so pissed off I thought that was the last time I would see her because I am leaving the next day.The next morning I woke up to 5 text messages "saying lets have breakfast. I need to see you. plz i need to see you"... So I had breakfast with her. we talked normally and then she said Should i drop you off at home after breakfast. I asked if she wanted to come in and she said yes. We talked some more she got defensive and yelled at me and cried alot. then she started to hold me. and lay in my arms. I was so happy. we cuddled and cried together for about an hour and then she left again mad... my trian was leaving in a couple hours so I thought that was goodbye. She texted me a billion times when she left and wanted to see me off. So she came back. and we talked in the front of my yard. She actually started to hug me and cry on my shoulder and i felt soo good I got to hold her. She cried as she held me then we looked into each others eyes and started to kiss what seemed like it lasted forever. I cried the hardest I had ever cried because I thought that I would never kiss her again. And that this may be the last time I ever do.Exactly when this was happing her friend drove bye and my friend was in the car too... both of these people are really good friends of ours. The girl in the car is really good friends with my ex girlfriend. The guy is really good friends with me. Both know our situations. But neither knew I was coming to see my ex girlfriend. This made it really awkward because they were going to the house nex to mine. and stopped.. My girlfriend freaked out and left right when I was kissing her..During this whole time. She has told me I want to be friends. I am so confused. I have told her i cant be friends with ehr and she gets mad at me...well wtf! I am more confused u dont want to get back together with me, but you are showing me soo much stuff to make me think we can get back together. She tells me she loves me. she holds me and kisses me! ( I didnt kiss her she kissed me). what do i do?
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reader, eyeswideopen +, writes (12 October 2011):
 Just reading your post was emotionally draining and exhausting, I can't imagine actually experiencing all that drama. All I can suggest is that if you continue on with this chick you pack lots and lots of Kleenex, maybe check out the stock options for Kimberly Clark.
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