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female
age
36-40,
anonymous
writes: I just finished chatting with a very wonderful guy I met online. Aside from that, I am answering emails from guys who said to me they are interested to get to know me. As a matter of fact, I am confused now who said this or that and I always reread their emails to keep up with what we are talking about. (I might end up mentioning a wrong name to the wrong guy LOL)But after having done with these things, I look at my mobile phone and there is nothing in there. The guys online asked for my number but i decided not to give yet as I want to know them first thru chat/email.My ex who I broke up a few months ago sent me a message late last night to which I had not replied yet. Why do I feel so empty? I feel like I will not be able to love again and I am scared if I will.I miss my ex and although the guys online are way way better than him, its his communication I am dying to have. He is not handsome but I miss his face. He has gained weight when I last saw him and but I still would hug him with a drop of a hat. I said to him i don't want to have sex with him but inside I miss doing these things with him.I am not desperate to talk to him anymore nor see him but I feel so empty inside. Is this normal? Am I going crazy?Can someone pls explain why I feel this way?Am I just lonely or I need my ex?
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