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female
age
36-40,
*tf2k10
writes:iv have been with my boyfriend for 5yrs this year. we have our ups and downs nd recently iv been put off sex. its been this way for a good few months now at this stage, its a real push for me to get started and i come up with every excuse so i dont have to do anything. we only have sex like a couple of times a month now (it used to be every day, 2 or 3 times a day at the start) before we got together i was kissing my friend and it was a real toss up between the two of them. iv always had feelings for him too and recently having sex dreams about my friend alot nd a few weeks ago at a party myself and my boyfriend had a fight and he left, when i went looking for him my friend was on the landing and there was such a strong sexual moment between us, i had to leave. we spoke bout it the next week and i said how i had been feeling about him and he kissed me.i cant stop thinking about him and the thoughts of him make me so horny, completly different to how i feel with my boyfriend. we wer all out with friends together on saturday just gone and i made such an effort to look good cuz he would be there. he told me he cant stop thinking bout me either and later he tried to kiss me in front of someone who knows us all but i stopped him. we are always flirty and huggy with each other. i dont know what to do please help!! i love my boyfriend but im not sure if its only platonic at this stage or do i just not want to leave him cuz im afraid of being by myself. me and my boyfriend are suppose to be moving in together at the end of the month. what do i do??
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