I want so badly to tell her I love her! I can't!

A male age 30-35, *llwill1991 writes:

I am 19 and i have been out of high school for about a year now. when i was in 10th grade i meet this girl and she was beutiful she was in 9th grade at the time i began talking to her and we became close after a month i finaly got the courage to tell her i wanted to be more then friends she said that she just had gotten out of a bad relationship and she wanted to hang out witn me and get to know me abit better before we took it to any level when i heard her say that i was devistated it wasent a no but to me it was the same as a no so after that i was so imbaressed that i couldent talk to her agien and if i did it was some thing that made me sound really dumb so after a while i wouldent say 2 words to her even though she told my best friends girl that she thought i was cute and it was cute the way i told her i like her she would even try to talk to me but when she did my hart would come to the top of my throught and i wouldent be able to say anything to her so four years pass and every day of those four years i would think about how i completly messed up my chance to be with the most amazing girl i have ever seen so about 2 months ago i walk into cvs and see her working behind the counter i am amazed by how gourgous she is she is even more beutifull than i remember but i dont say anything becuse im not sure if it is really her so later that night i tell my friend about the girl i saw at cvs i descibe to him her short hight about 5'2 her long beautifull hair her long legs going up to her thick thighs and round but her thin waist going to her full breasts she looks like gods perfict creation and my friend says that is the same girl i liked in high school so he calls her and tells her that i saw her when i walked in the store and i would like to talk to her and if its okay to give me her number she says yes so i get her number and start texting her asking her to meet up once at a bar another time at the movies and 2 other times at partys she would always say im working or im at a friends house my friends girl asked her what she thinks of me and agian she says im cute and she likes me but if she thinks that then why dose she keep on flakeing on me so eventualy i stop asking her out and about 2 weeks later i hear she is going out with someone i am devistated i know thare is another man holding her huging her kissing her feeling her soft skin runing his hands through her hair and i want to be that man i think i am truely in love and i want to tell her i love her every minute of my life but i cant someone please help me what do i do?

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