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writes:So im 18 and i really dont know what to do, so heres a flashback:2 years ago, when i was a sophomore. I went out with this guy. and he was just perfect you know. He took care of me. He was sweet. He was always there when i needed him. He did everything. When im sick he'd come to my house with tapex or quicklys. haha Everyday before school we always check out our lockers, mainly his and their will either be flowers, notes saying i love you, stuff toys just anything that'll make you smile.Hes not a band person or anything but he can play the saxophone so well. that it just makes me cry. its so wonderful. I was his first gf and he lost his virginity to me. Then the unexpected happened. I broke up with him because apparently i liked some other guy. and yes i know thats my mistake and man i regret it alot. Hes dont so much for me that its like i took him for granted. He loved me so much i didnt even see. i hate that guy that i liked he lead me on and we didnt even end up going out. im so stupid for that and everytime i think about it, just makes me so pissed off, i shouldnt have liked him.I hurt him so much. even after we broke up couple weeks later he still came by before school started and left a flower and a green tea drink since i was sick, that day was our month sary. And so we talked off on and then. the last main thing we ever had going, was we had winterball and i only stayed for about an hour sincei was gonna hang out with him and i called him and said hey can you pick me up he said yeah, but damn he took forever. then finally he came and i was so shock since i didnt expect anything from him but when he came out, he was wearing a suit and he gave me his jacket since it was cold. then i was about to open the door and he said wait. thats when he took the flowers out. later he told me he was sorry for talking long and that he didnt want me to be the only one dressed. so i wouldnt feel stupid. gosh i miss that guy.So now 2 years later, Im going out with another guy and i love him but its like i still love that guy no matter what. i guess the pain i gave him ill be feeling forever.The guy doesnt talk to me anymore, and hes friends with guys that i hate so much. Is there anyway we can talk? Does he hate me that much that he doesnt ever want to talk to me....I know its all my fault...but if ever there was a chance i would do anything to get back with him. sigh. its hard. when i think of him i cant even sleep!!what should i do...should i just let it go leave him be...?
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reader, anonymous, writes (15 April 2008): Maybe I'm wrong but you have a boyfriend you could just be repeating a pattern here - if you left your new bf would you regret this in two years? Do what you will - think long and hard and don't mess it up ;)
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reader, anonymous, writes (15 April 2008): hi
I Have never been in that situation before however i think you should go up and talk to him because he certainly sounds like the real deal and 2 yrs later u still feel for him which means that your love is great.
GO up to him and tell him how u feel but before that slowly try to become his friend again.
Then i hope he still feels for u.
GOOD LUCK
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