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anonymous
writes:I'm confused. What does all this mean? Well there was this teacher that taught me about 6-7 years ago she is female and taught me when i was 10 and 11. I wasn't in her class but she taught me for afew lessons. Well even when i was at that school i used to have a sort of obession with her and still do but its in a different way now becaue back then i saw her most days. By the way i am straight not gay not bi! But the thing is i deliberatly do things just to try and see her from a distance like just out. Such as i catch a certain bus home because it times it so i'm walking across that road at the same time shes coming out of school and when i was at secondary school and me and a friend used to walk home we'd go to te park and my friend never knew but i'd always leave at a certain time just because there was a slight chance of seeing her. Even if i still saw her like if she tsught at my college id still be the same, always looking at her ad thinking about her.I'm always thinking about her and what shes doing day by day etc. I don't fancy her in any way its just something that has took over most of my head and i love thinking about her.I don't and have never spoken to her unless i have to. Infact i never liked her much at school because she always used to shout and everything but i do believe shes a different person outside of school. I seriously and i mean seriously miss her i have come to realise that. But i'm so confused why i do these things and why i think of her so much. Why her why not someone else. What can i do to not necessarly stop this but to cool it off abit. She seems to have become the centre of my life i will do anything just to see her as long as she doesn't see me or as long as if she does she doesn't acknowledge me i miss her so much what can i do? Btw she doesn't know about any of this and never will, i'm just so confused because i'm really happy with life great friends, family etc just she seems to be someone i seriously miss and can't let go of. Please help!
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reader, anonymous, writes (14 November 2007): maybe you just miss her because she influeced you greatly. when your younger, life is much easier and as you get older life and work gets harder. she could just be a memory of the young easy days which you subconsiously miss. you may think its her that you think abot but it could just be your young school days.
everytime you think about her, immediately think about anything else which doesnt involve her. whether you like it or not, you wil have to avoid crossing paths.the sooner you do this the sooner you will forget about her and not obsess about her..
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