| I feel something for his friend, just can't deal with all these mixed feelings! |
| | Question - (8 June 2009) | 0 Answers - (Newest, ) | A
female
age
30-35,
anonymous
writes:im in such a mess and i dont know what to do!! my mind is telling me one thing and my heart another. iv been with my boyfriend for 7months now, his perfect by all meanings and i am constantly told how lucky i am. A very close friend of his was my first love we didnt go out or anything but i had very strong feelings for him! i have feelings for my boyfriend but i dont know if its love or not whereas he loves me with all he has. iv tried breaking up with him before because i didnt think it was fair on him but he cried for nights begging me to give it another try and he was in such a terrible state and i was so scared he was going to do something stupid to himself i hate to see him upset ot hurt because i know he doesnt deserve it! i hate myself for dragging him in to this with me his such a lovely person who deserves the best.i dont know what it is that just doesnt quite feel right, the three of us is constantly around each other even though me and his friend dont talk. i feel something for his friend that i can't put a name to it. there's times when im in so much pain, there's times when i hate him and there's times when i just feel so numb i dont even know what i feel!There is no future for me and him whether i leave my boyfriend or not. im so confused with all these mixed emotions and i dont know what to do. Reply to this Question
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