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writes: Hi...its not to offend any lesbian/gay/bisexual people. Its just me. I'm so tired of myself. I keep fantasizing about older women. I was in love with an Aries or still am. its been for years and i think I'm over her. I only loved her and dint find any girl attractive but recently i have lustful thoughts about a girl which is an Aries too. They both are older than me. Now the girl iI'm crushing on and need is 1 year older than me. I care about her and want her. I use the word "lustful" because I'm not as crazily in love with her like i was with my first. The girl iv recently had a crush on, i just i have this desire to touch her and be near her. Maybe because I'm so lonely. Everyone, where i live always freak out when someone uses the L word. But, I, however was always cool with it even when i dint know that I'm a lesbian.I just really need her. I want her. I feel so lonely. I want to love her and be loved by her. I never dated a guy because i never found/find them attractive because i want a girl.So i don't know what to do. No one knows i'm a lesbian. If they know then they'll ruin my life. No dating sites please, no gay bars because i want real love. So i don't know what to do. How do i get her to love me? please help me...
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reader, anonymous, writes (29 July 2011): This is verified as being by the original poster of the questionThank you everyone...
Yes the new one is my friend and we HAVE to stay together for some work...
She calls out my name as in a "hi" and i look at her and smile because i dont know what else to do.
however i dont think she cares about me...
because when she talks to me, its always about work...
What am i gonna do about myself?
Oh how i wish the world would remove this "lesbian" tag and let us love whoever we want without freaking out and saying "ew".
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reader, anonymous, writes (29 July 2011): OMG, you're like my twin sister!
I'm also attracted to women twice my age, and I'm also in love with woman #1 when I was 19 she was 49.
Now I'm 25 and I'm so crazy in love with 60 years old who looks like 40's who looks like Marlo.
OMG, she is so straight I just want her to like me too..It hurts I know how you feel.
Cheers to us.
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