A
male
age
30-35,
anonymous
writes:HiOkay. The thing is, I'm not sure my life is going anywhere. I work about 20 hours a week at a store. I think I should go back to college and get an apprenticeship to become an electrician. I have no girlfriend (well a proper one anyway, I have a girl in the Phillipines but we'll never meet each other). I'm still in love with an ex-colleague. I never see her, but we speak online. She only lives less than 5 mins up the road as well. (PLeasedon't give me advive about forgetting about her and findind someone else, I've already tried this, but I know I still love her). And lastly, I can't help spendind online! I have a love of pornography, and the fetishes I desire I pay for. Okay, that's weird in itself, but recently I spent over £70 on porn, and hypnotic MP3 files that I' into. Somebody please sort me out. Help me become the man that I won't to be. I try to look my best when I go out, but I don't know......It probably sounds like I'm just whining on, but it is good to get this stuff out in the open, even if it's not interesting. So it all boils down to: I feel my life is pointless, I'm in unrequitted loved, and I can't stop spending online (it's not just porn. I buy lots of CD's and movies and things)Thanks for listening to me go on. But I'd appreciate any replies.Thanks!
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