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writes:hii cant take this. i almost cant sleep. i almost cant eati smoke a lot, i am so sad. I loved her my whole life, i took the pain from all the relationships she had. I feel like i am nothing, nothing has any sense,nothing is fun any more. I feel so empty, i do nothing with my life, i think others are better then me, they do more with their life they have relationships, friends. i Feel myself so different from everyone, mostly in a bad sense(i feel better then all the norm eaters, due to drugs use in a bad way, hallucinogens, marijuana,... my energy my enthusiasm, vitality, creativity is all not there.i ll stop with marijuana my biggest trouble, ive done this a few times already stopping, But i cant forget about her, i dont know whats in her mind, she said she did not love me. i told her i loved her. She plays games with me, really disappointing me, and i cant stop loving her. If i would be sure there never is going to be anything, maybe. But i dont want to believe. She was everything i did not wanted another girl. I feel so frustrated, not had any decent relationshipunvirginised at 13, had a few kisses with girls but thats about it. Even when i look goood and i am talented sporter, smart enough to take drugs in a bad way, I have a lot of talents but i cant use them because nothing interests me any more...i know what you gonna say, move on, stop drugs and your right but i cant move. i know what drugs do, they learned me stuff to, but its hard not to get addicted, i know what i am saying, once you are...thank you for those who help others,methank ulove
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reader, anonymous, writes (28 March 2009): you people are right. ill stop for sure. Since it is already 12 past 12.
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reader, anonymous, writes (28 March 2009): My guess is she didn't want anything more to do with a drug addict, or the effect those drugs had on you, which ultimately had an effect on her.
If you want to kill yourself with drugs, carry on. If not, you'll need some professional help to quit. I strongly suggest you go and look for it before it's too late.
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reader, anonymous, writes (28 March 2009): Yes of course I am going to say stop drugs. As far as moving on I know that isnt too easy. But it sounds to me like you have some major depression issues. Have you thought about counciling? That might help you get through the process of moving on from your relationship as well.
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