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female
age
26-29,
anonymous
writes:Hi there...Last december I went on vacation to mexico with my parents. I had a pretty good life back then, I was really happy and never thought I would ever have the problems I have now....So when I got there, there was a Mexican animator who seemed to be into me... He had everything I want NOW, smart, very charming, fun, outgoing, he was perfect...The week went by fast, and before I left, he talked to me privately, and ended with him askig me my age. I was 14 at the time. He told me he was 20... When I told him my age, I could see his crush disappear... I was really sad, and haven't spoken to him sinse..Today, my mother braught me to a spanish restaurant where the were mariachis (musicians) and after having spent the whole day singing songs my mother knew (she is Mexican, by heart..She was born in Canada but spent her whole life in Acapulco, thus, she considers herself entirely mexican) and the mariachis sang me songs for my birthday.... Finally, By the end of the evening, I had developped a crush on one of the mariachis, who I found out later is 28 years old. He resembled the guy from mexico in his personnality... They are so much alike. I can't sleep anymore, I incredibly miss both of them, especially the one from Mexico, even though I haven't seen him in more than a year ! They both have eveything I look for in a guy.I feel like in a black hole, a different planet... I'm completely lost and don't know what to do. The guy I met earlier today was into me, with no doubt, he even complimented me... I feel like I will never be happy until I find either one... But they are too old for me and I do agree on that....I feel like I will never ever forget about the guy from Mexico and that my life will be horrible..I think I have a lot of depression, how can I get rid of it ? Life is become too much to handle....:(-A lost young girl incapable of facing life's hard challenges..
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reader, radhey  +, writes (11 April 2011):
you can get many more better looking and quality young boys
one after another,you will keep forgetting the previous one and will go for the next one .this will never end.
dont be desperate and loose your self esteem.
if you are so eager to have sex post your nude pics with your contact details .many like you will come forward.
sorry to say you need this answer
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