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writes: hello there let me fill you in on everything. so me and my ex gf split up about 3 weeks ago because of many reasons see she has giving me trust issues with her and pretty much everyone. she had repeatedly lie and cheated on me for a period of about 7 months i was told about her wrong doings and i would break up with her only to take her back again. shes a good talker she knows how to talk her way out of things and make me feel bad about what she did wrong anyways she has said she changed and i feel like she has but i know i cant take her back our convos on the phone is silent now and they used to be none stop talking for hours now its 15 mins of barley talking i love this girl so very much no matter how many times she hurts me and rips my heart out i feel like i lost myself the real me i feel like i have no soul she has lied cheated and stole my life from me i need help its so hard to leave after shes the first girl ive had sex with and the first serious relationship ive ever i cant live without her and i feel like we are soul mates even after everything she has done im always forgiving her and giving her another chance and i say to myself if it happens again im done and then it happens again and im like i dont wanna lose her i love her and give her another chance she tells me oh baby it will never happen again and talks her way through it and i say ok fine im sorry i wanted to break up with you my fault im always saying sorry for what she did i mean as far as i know she has been good she has changed but my trust issues she gave me wont let me believe her i have her password to her cell info online so i stalk her i know its wrong to do but i cant help it i need to know who shes calling and what pics she has on her cell i dont know how to juss get her out of my life i cant just cant forget about her she makes me feel so happy shes so sexy and perfect but she broke my trust i need to forget about her and move on so please help me i really need it im losing my soul and its literally killing me to be so stressed and hurt and stabbed in the back by the one im in love with when i know i shouldnt love her i need help sorry for how long this is
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reader, dcsk8erx607 +, writes (22 August 2010):
dcsk8erx607 is verified as being by the original poster of the questionneed help fast please
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