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female
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26-29,
anonymous
writes:There's this guy i like, lets call him "Kev".Well i see him almost everyday at lunch, he's with his friends and i'm with mine,i always have that feeling like he's watching me and when i glance over at him, he looks away quickly, but sometimes when he doesn't he gives me this smile.i was very deeply infatuated with him my freshman year, and the beginning of my sophomore year (Surprisingly He Was My First Crush), and i'm pretty sure he knew that. he would overhear my friends talking about it really loud when he was around so he would know.i always shied up when he spoke to me but lately, I've tried to avoid him. but its just impossible! i see him every single day at school! we've had a small amount of conversations, but one day after school, a friend of mine and i went up to him to buy something off of him, and he couldn't remember my name! but yet he remembered a conversation we had a couple months earlier. Last week, my friend mentioned that i was thinking about moving and well he stopped what he was doing and we had a pretty long conversation about high school, but i accidentally blew him off to talk to my friends. He Also overheard my conversation with another friend about eye colors, and i specifically said that i find green and blue eyes very very sexy and he was standing about three feet away watching us talk, and when i glanced at him, he gave me this unforgettable look/smile and slowly walked away back to his desk. (He Has Blue Eyes)I Recently got a new haircut and A LOT of people have been complimenting and its a complete shock, to them and me, but when he saw me the first day, his draw literally dropped, but he hasn't spoke to me since last week and well i'm kind of confused.Today, he overheard my conversation about the weekend; i got drunk and had unprotected sex with a family friend, and i think i kind a made myself sound like a slut and i'm pretty sure he knows about my bad habits.i honestly don't know what to do, i get distracted by him in my honors classes, i blush when hes around, my friends completely don't approve of him, i need to focus more on my school work, than my crush, but i just cant.I've tried countless times to replace him with other guys, but i just cant, They Don't Live Up to My Expectations, But Kev Does. He's Very intelligent, Highly respected, Well Mannered, Very Persuasive, His Eyes are Infatuating, His smile Is Breathtaking, Everything about him is just so amazing. But Sadly nothing is ever going to happen between us.How do i Forget about him and focus on more important things?
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reader, anonymous, writes (3 November 2010): hii...
i hate to say it, but i doubt that you will ever FULLY forget about "kev." your first high school crush is definitely a veryy special person in your life, even if nothing major ever happens between the two of you, and that's someone that you'll never be able to fully replace. you can, however, "focus on more important things" the way that you are seeking to do. it's just going to take time and willpower. and as weird as it sounds, it might also help if you get a little selfish. whenever you catch yourself getting distracted by him in class, ask yourself, "okayy, what's more important? drooling over this guy, or making a good grade on that test next week?" concentrate on hanging out with your friends and having funn and being a teenager. take it slow, though--don't just automatically try to force yourself out of it all at once. getting over someone--even if you were never actually involved in a relationship with that person--takes time, and if you don't allow yourself the necessary time, you'll only end up doing more harm than good. above all, pray about it and trust in God to help get you through it. He won't let you down. ")
good luck, and God bless,
~sarsar~
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