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female
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36-40,
anonymous
writes: i left my boyfriend of 7 months for someone i just met. by the way its a girl. She was super sweet. we were talking for a few weeks then i got locked up. well she sent me flowers to show she cared she called me all the time just tell me that i was beautiful and to remind me how special i was to her and to the world. i shared very personal things with her. we talked on the phone for 7 hours straight. all night. i noticed that my best friend of 3 and a half years who i lived with and was part of her family and she was part of mine. worse came to worse and she wanted to be with my friend i cared about her enough to let her go. well it all kind f**ked up mine and my best friends relationsihp. well she(the one who left me for my friend) told me how it wasnt working out between them and that she had felt mistreated. me, knowing i would do anything to make her happy i took her right back into my arms. we werent dating but we were making a foundation so we can have a healthy realtionship..she decided again that all she wanted was my friend even though she had f**ked her over many times. i have made mistakes yeah, but i would never do anything to break her heart. so respecting her wishes i step back..she told me still that the always cared and cared about me more than she did the person she was with. my so called "bestfriend" had too many broken promises to me which it what ruined that. she got put in lock and me and my ex(the one dating the "bestfriend")kicked it for a bit..wel it got really late and she was gonna walk me home..about half way across town at 4 in the morning i had got a call from her best friend sayin that her girl was on the phone..i felt like i could steel her away from the world right then too bad that call made her litteraly run the other way without saying anything. she later told me that shes gona prove to her girl that shes true this time and we shouldnt talk anymore. my love is endless and i believe if its meant to be she'll come back to me but only 2 days have past i hear her name everywhere. every song reminds me of what we could of had, and her beautiful face. i miss her in my arms. although she has f**ked me over countless times. the love still grows and it kills what the hell do i do to move on, case i have never wanted any one so bad and i cant let go..helpp
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reader, anonymous, writes (18 May 2010): i think you should just start browsing for someone new dont start makking desperate calls or anything just find someone else who you care about more...............you need to pray that god gives you the right person
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