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writes:In the summer of 08 i started dating this amazing girl after years and years of just wanting to tell her how i felt i finally got the chance to tell her after a friend of mine started dating a friend of hers. She told me she felt the same way too and it was just instant love. Early fall came and she had to go away a few states to a school not by choice. She called me one day crying saying "im in kansas my mother sent me to school here" i was shocked. I talked to her every day when she was away for about 4 months, we argued al ot when she was away over the phone. Partly because of the tension of her being so far away. She came home in mid December. She came to my house she was parked across the street when she came home. I jumped out of my moms car while it was still moving "slowly" ran across the street and just grabbed her and probably held her so tight she thought she was gonna break. I couldent have been happier. Winter passed and summer of 09 came she became pregnant but lost the child due to a miscarrage it devastated both of us. I became very angry and depressed and started lashing out at everyone but her the most because she was always around. We broke up for a little bit after that, but got back together shortly after, We have been fighting terribly ever since broke up again this past October, got back together again shortly after. Then we broke up again this December after a stupid fight i blew totally out of the water i said and did some stupid things and she wont talk to me. I tried contacting her and she said for me not to contact her anymore we exchanged items we had at each others homes i gave her, her stuff she gave me mine since our breakup in December.I have been in an anger management class i go about 3 times a week and it really has done wonders for me, she told me she doesnt want to try anymore shes glad i got help with my anger but does not want to try at us anymore and that she does not want to speak to me again. I tried contacting her over an internet message and she told me to not talk to her she meant it when she said she did not want to speak to me and now i dont know what to do. I need her back and want her back so badly she is the love of my life she told me i was her first true love as well and i dont know what to do to fight for her back. How can she see the change in me if she wont let me in even as a friend im so heart broken and upset i havent slept since the day she left in December and i cant forgive myself for pushing her away is there anything i can do to get her back?
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reader, TheBear1 +, writes (14 February 2010):
TheBear1 is verified as being by the original poster of the question i said some things about her family. they dont like me very much and it makes me angry because i really did take care of my girlfriend
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