A
male
age
30-35,
*heekymonky
writes:Three years have passed and i think im miserable i want relationships. When i was younger i was in awe of this other boy, he was sporty and good looking. I so wanted to be like him, then he started to say some things (sexual) and like at first i was scared of him as i didn't want this, he done some other things touching, even his friends said he liked me and i didn't think anything of it. The things he said were adult well i put up with it for 2 years then he upset me and like i said i was going to tell a teacher, everyone i knew turned against me. i think i miss him and like there was the good side but then there was the bad side and so this upset me. A family member nicely said he was taking the p*ss done wonders for my self esteem but is a joke really that serious and surely what he done was wrong? but why do i have feelings for him? Why did he do all this ?
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reader, Honesty? You have that with me +, writes (16 November 2008):
 It was a cruel trick to play on you I think it all stems from school Lads finding somone to target and they've chose the gay guy cos your different well I gotta say your 10 times the guy they are cos your being true to yourself,
why do you have feelings for him? Well it is
a stright man its like the forbidden fruit isnt it? he could have well have had feelings for you, but he would never admit it in a million years with homophobes like that for buddies so listen luv move on!
let the represt joker of yours come out of the closet in his own time if at all his problem, talk to diffrent fellas on the internet or out in a gay bar ignore him get a healthy dose of self esteam talk to your friends spend time with them I promice you this pain will pass in time, you have better things to do then let this destroy you =)
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reader, cheekymonky +, writes (15 November 2008):
cheekymonky is verified as being by the original poster of the questionmy mind ust goes over it every day its like an ache
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