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male
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36-40,
anonymous
writes:its a long distance...i have been with this girl for over 2 years now....we are kind of soulmates and are life lines for each other...if one of us moves away, the other becomes a dead body alive....literally speaking........now i am in a fix whether i really have feelings for this girl. to be frank, she isnt too pretty or attractive, but i havent seen any other girl who has nature like her. i mean she is simply great and makes me feel so special, down to earth, practical and possessive. she is understanding and mature, supportive and no nonsense girl. when ever i was far away from her and tried to be distant because i wasnt sure about my feelings, i missed her compainionship like hell and even cried. we went back and forth many times, but her feelings for me never changed even after me acting like a jerk. but i always hasitated with kissing her or hugging her i dont know why. to be precise, i rarely felt that magic in her arms and felt possessive only when i missed her.i never really felt like "yes she is the one!".. we meet once in 2 months...it is because i overthought about my confusion and never really gave it a chance to grow? i really wanted to love her always though but was unable from the true heart...what might have been obstructing me i am unable to make out....i dont want to lose her or else she will never believe me the next time ...please clear this confusion.......is it because she isnt pretty and i always had the desire to have a beautiful girl? but she has the ideal nature..........is it because our relationship has matured that i dont feel that excitement but i love her though?? i become deadly obsessed when she ignores me and feel like a psychoi felt i love her but wasnt in love with her ...i have never been crazy about her from my true heart
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