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writes:(I'm 14, female, and bi. My friend is 13, female, and she has once questioned her orientation.) Around 2:30 in the morning my friend and I were talking about how I've never kissed anyone in a game or anything. So she said "that's going to change, because I have a plan" So I kept asking over and over what her "plan" was, but she wouldn't tell me. Then she said she would. She started out saying something would happen that has to do with me not kissing anyone, and that it would be at a place we were planning to go the next day. Then she said she would plan a party for me. I asked her how she would plan party so soon, where it would be, and it'd be impossible since she has a lot more friends who are girls, and I doubt they would play spin the bottle, or truth or dare. With all the talk about kissing I thought maybe it meant something, but I wasn't quite sure. Anyway, I told her I had to do something upstairs, but I really didn't. I only said that so I could make the question I was going to ask her less awkward. I said "I have a question, but I don't want to screw up our friendship, and you probably don't want to do it" I told her to guess what my question is and she said "Hmm..is it that you want to kiss?" Then I said "I just made this whole thing awkward didn't I?" And she said no because she's been asked it before. So we both agreed that we would kiss. We went to my room turned off the lights and just talked about it for a little while, because I was nervous. We were arguing over who should lean in for it seemed a while. I told her she should because she's kissed someone before, but she said no because she thinks I should make the move first. It took us like 45 minutes to actually do it. We ended up hugging first then we kissed. Basicaly right now I feel so confused about the whole thing. It happened so fast. The things she was saying before we kissed have been going through my mind. I've been wondering if she was doing it to help me out because I haven't kissed anyone, or if she had been wanting to. If she didn't want to she probably would've not guessed my question right..right? It was all so unexpected. I just need some help, some people to talk to. I need to tell her how I feel about the situation or something. I'm so confused! :(
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reader, anonymous, writes (24 October 2009): I've done that before, I really liked this girl but she didn't know, she was also confused, so I made out I was 'helping' her but I actually REALLY liked her. Maybe your friend likes you more than a friend, It does seem like it. Ask her?
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