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writes:Well I’ve been feeling incredibly low lately, I thought I got over my depression but I guess I’m wrong. I barely get enough sleep these days; I have to wait until I’m on the brink of exhaustion to even get any sleep. I haven’t been eating well; I never seem to feel hungry. When I eat, I eat to eat just because I know I’ll get sick if I don’t. I went to the doctors last week found I lost a lot of weight, down to the not eating well. Which many not sound terrible but when you skinny and you lose weight it doesn’t look good. I’m still on an on going period since December the doctors says it normal for people with vonvilabrans (I think that’s how its spelt) after pregnancy, he says I should wait 2 month and if its still on going go see him. This is just more depressing. Around this time I would have been 9 months pregnant with a baby girl but I’m not. This just makes me more depressed. I still with my boyfriend but doesn’t feel like it, not because were in a long distance relationship but because he doesn’t seem bothered spending time with me. I feel unloved, unwanted; he doesn’t pay attention to me anymore. I use to so important to him but now I just feel a causal friend. I’m starting to fit in at college at but haven’t got any close friends; I haven’t got anyone really to talk to. My best friends as so busy with there life’s and were so different now.Have you ever had that feel that if you died nothing would change no one’s life would be affected, that’s how I feel. I’m not looking for a reason to die, I’m not planning killing myself just looking for a little hope. What hope do I have?
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reader, Dazzerg +, writes (2 April 2006):
 Well in some ways you have answered your own question. You have college so I assume you are looking forward to studying something and the career that will bring. You are fitting in at college and are not totally isolated and can, taken from that, seemingly look forward to a glittering and brimming social calander.
Is it the case when you talk about your best friends that they are at different colleges or just doing different things? Maybe you could take time out to re-connect with them for a weekend? In any case, as you say you are making new friends and soon they will be close friends. That seems to be a hopeful development.
With regards to your relationship, have you talked to your bf and told him how you feel? Long-distance relationships can be hard work but they can work. Maybe if you rang him out the blue one night and just had a real good chat and shared your new expereinces? If you talk to him about how you feel you may well find he is horribly sorry and hopefully he will display the love you need. There also is some hope. I hope that helps. Stay in touch and take care :)
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