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writes:I was moved for training at my center where I work. I was placed for training 2 weeks - my trainer and I had a connection, always touching my hand and making a comment about my ph voice. I left to go down to a diffrant area- she would find excuses to go down there and talk to me. Well then I recieved a prank call from her saying she was in love with me at wrk, I know her voice.. That sat we were supposed to go out she never showed up then avoided me for 3 days. All of a sudden she came up and started talking, then it happened. WE held a eye contact, I wanted to kiss her but we were at wrk, it was so hard not too I looked down at her lips and back up and she did the same back.. After that weeks went by she still found excuses to came to my area now - we both held the exchanges of energy.(held eye contact) If I did not look at her she would wait till I did. Honestly it was like she was seeking it out, and I was gald to due.. The gazes were intense, I have never felt that before... We were starting to talk outside work both very flighty (both) I was like she likes me and it was like she was same way with that thought.Then I got told I was going to be laid off. When I called her and told her, she reapeated what I told her and said so I wont see you here or there--stuff I said no -when I came in she sat down across from me and looked so sad she just stared. I knew if I looked up, I would be more sad so I kept on the phone. I came back after 2 days to "US" being in a differant spot with each other. I felt her wall up, and slowly tried to knock it down. Then she avoided me, so I avoided her thinking that is what she wanted. However, when we saw each other the connection was there both avoiding each other- when I had a problem with my daughter of 10 I asked my mom to call her, so she could be tranf. to my boss. The next day she actually ran up too me clumbsly and tried 2 talk 2 me but I was on the phone.. She angerly said whenever I came back here you are always on the phone then left. I seen her later - and it was like the energy thing even from across the room.. I was getting ready to go talk to her when the ph rang. I was gratfull for her helping mom, and I just had a frnd from PA get back from kotyo which I gave her 40.00 to bring back gifts so I could give to my other friends. During my break and when she was off of work I gave one of the gifts too her.It was a handmade dream box -which I told her the what it was, what she was suppose to do and the legand behind them. She seemed she liked it then said I will keep it out here in the truck... This box was a really nice piece.Then she goes I don't give things, her tune made me feel bad so I said I did'nt ask for anything, then she said lolly either did I. then she said - no that's not true I give LOVE and then in a almost wipsper she goes and friendship. After she avoided me I stopped calling her on her cell really no contact except for work. When after that she said LOlly, when here I am on there time outside of here I make a good friend. The whole conversion really did not seem like she was just saying what she ment -I felt there was more in the undercurrents - like she wanted me to call her and due things outside of work and more - like when we were talking I felt it was more about our chemistry than anything else. (on the asking part of it) No I really felt there was more, like she wanted more that what had been going on. When I started to leave ( break bell) She said lolly keep in touch with me.. I turned and said ya you too, then went in. Also on new years I sent a txt to all of my friends saying I hopes all there dreams came true for 2009- a week later she pointed it out and said " Ya, I pointed that one out." It took my awhile then i figured out she thought I ment somthing more personal , and here I txt that to everyone...Look I am confused - I am new to this- only been in 1 relationship with a woman. At times I feel like she is fighting herself on this and I am fighting myself. Or maybe there is more - what do you think? what should I do? Do you think she has feelings for me?
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reader, kellyxxx  +, writes (4 February 2009):
 could you simlify this, i would love to give advice however i cant follow the story. thanks so much. x
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