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41-50,
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writes:I really am new to love. I have really had bad relationships. . . Then while trying to fish information about my cheating husband, I fell for his acquaintance. This led to a one year over the phone, six time physical encounter which was most loving. While I got divorced as planned, I heard from his 'obsessed wife' that there was nothing wrong in their relationship, swearing on their child. Although my heart knew that his and my love was so real, I believed the wife for the sake of the child's life. Im spiritual.. I thought if a person could stoop to putting your child's life at risk with the law of attraction, I should surely save that beautiful girls spirit. I chose to make him hate me so she could keep him. I chose to be without my life so that his wife and baby girl could have him. I broke my own heart. What I didnt know was when I made him hate me, I would be punished. I fell pregnant. With his beautiful son. Now. Im raising the boy alone. My unforgiving ex is well, I have no idea. We live too far away. I message him and he hates me in his replies. I just cant get over him. That love I felt. Look. Im a professional. I am thriving in my career but my heart just wont stop loving him astranomically. Can somebody please help me understand that sometimes such love and affection between two people, in the wrong place at the wrong time, just does not work. I cant think of me plus any other man. He is the one. But there is a major hurdle. He is probably with someone else or still with his ex, or both lol, and Im pining here, caring for my boy, living life but not really truly smiling. Is it the end:(
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reader, supermum  +, writes (5 September 2008):
 i would say it is the end, but i am not you and have not experienced the love you feel for eachother. Why not have a break and see how you feel in a few months time... heres an extract from a son"if you love someone let them go, and if it comes back then it's how you know..."
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