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writes:I went for a job interview 5 years a go and met this nice lady, also met her husband.. I felt something that never happened before in my life when saw him, i was looking at him and he was looking at me also.. since that day i could forget him i told myself i am going to have this man.. I started working, few months later we started an affair, he started talking to me, one day he said he couldn't stop thinking about me since he saw me for the first time FIRST SIGHT LOVE. have been 4 yeas now. we had wonderful times together he took me to many places here in us and other country and i no longer work for then anymore.. i was married also and that time, but now i am separated, all this time he broke up with me many times, one time was for almost 2 months and other times week or two.. He just said he had to stop, because his kids and his wife don't deserve that they are married for about 25 years..But he could not stop contacting me. he cames back always, i love him very much, now he left me again, has been 2 weeks.. I love him , i need to see him really bad, his doing something that he don't want to do. He wants me..but his afraid. because i am a lot younger then him., i know how his marriage is, i was in his house for almost two years, i know they don't have a good marriage. I don't know if he loves me, sometimes i think yes, but sometimes i think no, because this time he hurt me so bad, like many times before.. I miss him so much, i miss his emails, he used to wake me up and the mornings 4:30 am 5am and now his not coming anymore.. but i told him i understand his decision, i am sure he loves being with me i can't tell how happy he was when his with me, sometimes he came so sad and he left so happy, because me i made him laughhi says i am funny and happy.. I never ask him to leave his wife, because i am still married i am just separated, but his afraid because i am living alone, he thinks i need i younger man, single man, but i know his confuse, sometimes he drinks and say a lots things to me, he express his feelings..now we apart he said his is going to try not to contact mehe say his is going to try to be happy with out me..I miss him a lot i know it's been harder for him every day, i kept reading all his emails he sent me for all this time my heart is broken, sometimes i can't breath right, can't sleep i cannot eat.. I am just waiting for him to call me..please give some advise, but don't ask me to let him go.Thanks
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reader, Richard_EMids  +, writes (1 September 2007):
 Hi - just read your story today (Saturday). Different and new activities will help give your mind a rest. Try reading - a new novel; read about a hobby; study a new subject that might interest you - Design; Psychology; History etc. Take up a new sport or exercise. The concentration needed will relieve the pain you are going through. What nationality are you as a matter of interest - your writing style reminds of someone I knew. Good luck.
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reader, eyeswideopen +, writes (30 August 2007):
 Answers? What the heck?! I'm not going to tell you what you so obviously want to hear.
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reader, anonymous, writes (30 August 2007): by the looks of it he is trying to do hwtas best for his children.. i know you love him but try and find someone else he needs to be with his children, go out and meet new people you dont have to find a boyfriend but this will keep your mind off him and you never know you might find someone! don't dwell in the past you need to keep your mind off him so make some time for friends and family and go out often.
good luck! xx
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reader, anonymous, writes (30 August 2007): This is verified as being by the original poster of the questionanswers
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