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writes:I have an addictive personality which means i can get addicted to anything as silly as penguin biscuits and i get addicted very easily too. Ive done well to stay away from drugs so far in my life but for my current bf they're quite a major part of his life. Ok, so hes not addicted and he definitely doesnt depend on them, but insists on buying them whenever he has the money. Its only cannabis but i can feel myself slowly becoming addicted too it. These past few days i've smoked alot of it and now im waking up really wishing i had a joint. I always promised myself id never get into drugs because my stepdad smoked cannabis for years and it made him schizophrenic, all of which he took out on me physically and emotionally. But i know that i am starting to love the feeling of being stoned, i hated it at first and it made me wanna vomit, but im seriously starting to love it. I dont know what to do! I dont wanna become hooked on it!
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reader, Anastasia  +, writes (4 June 2009):
 Honey, you have asked for help and the overwhelming response is get professional help because you yourself admitted to having a problem of an addictive personality....so I am not too sure what else you want us to tell you besides be careful of the drugs.
What you want to do with that advice is entirely up to you.
Good Luck
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reader, anonymous, writes (3 June 2009): This is verified as being by the original poster of the questionYeah this is all a big joke to me thats why i came and asked for help.
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reader, Legioness +, writes (3 June 2009):
 So you want to keep on smoking puff? Good luck to you then cos you're going to need it. Let me tell you a story, I don't really have an addictive personality, I started smoking when I was 12, started getting wrecked on weed when I was 13, at 15 was hanging around with all the stoners who were considerably older than me, one night I tried amphetamine with them, fell in love with it, still smoking weed also, and got addicted to speed, I never really slept, and barley ate, dropped out of school and never done my gcse's (i'm doing them now though) also got hooked on ecstasy and all from just hanging around with the wrong people. All i'm trying to say here is watch yourself, ok? Green might seem harmless now but if you get pulled into the hard stuff chances are you'll ruin your life, just like me, and about a million other people in the world.
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reader, eyeswideopen  +, writes (2 June 2009):
 I'm with the Sister, I don't think you are the slightest bit interested in actual help, you think this whole thing is funny. How sad.
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reader, anonymous, writes (2 June 2009): This is verified as being by the original poster of the questionOr fear and loathing in las vegas lol
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reader, eyeswideopen +, writes (2 June 2009):
You need to rent the movie "Days of Wine and Roses". It may motivate you to get yourself under control.
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reader, Anastasia +, writes (2 June 2009):
Then Sweetie, you need to get some professional help. It is the only think that can stop you from perhaps getting into a bad situation later on in life.
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reader, anonymous, writes (2 June 2009): This is verified as being by the original poster of the questionI haven't forced myself to love it, a joint has been passed around friends on many occasions, and ive grown to love it!
I wake up now and even smoke the remainders of last nights if its all thats left, and it might only be a couple of drags but then i feel as though i have my fix. Cannabis might not be addictive, neither are biscuits, but they are to someone with an addictive personality! If i find something i like, no matter how stupid, i HAVE to do it.
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reader, Anastasia +, writes (1 June 2009):
Hey,
Correct me if I am wrong here....you have an addictive personality and have admitted that it even comes up for penguin cookies....and you are associating yourself with drug users? And you have experienced what a high feeling feels like?
Tell me again why you are doing this to yourself? I know this is going to sound really harsh, but get rid of the boyfriend, let someone know he is into recreational drugs and get yourself some professional help for your addiction disorder...trust me...you will benefit from the help. If it only takes cookies to set you up.....it is best we deal with this while it is just cookies.
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reader, Legioness +, writes (1 June 2009):
Willpower my dear, if you don't want to get addicted then don't smoke it, even if now you're waking up wanting a spliff just tell yourself that you don't want it. Also talk to your boyfriend about this, how you don't want to smoke it and possibly become addicted and get him to maybe not smoke it around you (tough business lol) or just get him to not offer you any of the spliff. Don't feel pressured into smoking it :)
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reader, anonymous, writes (31 May 2009): Then stop using it. You already know what will happen if you do. Your bf should be happy you tolerate HIS illegal drug use--there is no reason whatsoever for you to be using it with him. Good luck.
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reader, anonymous, writes (31 May 2009): If you don't want to get hooked on it, don't smoke it! You may just as well press the self-destruct button if you do. You know the consequences so why risk it?
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