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41-50,
anonymous
writes: i hate being middle child because i feel i belong no where.i am not wanted at home and i am also compared to younger girls who have more then me and more skills then me.who i know my self is better then me its makes me feel such failure. because i have never qualified in any thing.i have no friend to compare myself with.my dad doesn't let do any thing unless i ask him and he's old school and strict even to this day.i do farming with my dad but i feel i don't belong in farming because i never went agri collage and i was told by my dad i wouldn't be able for it.i am too old to go now and i cant, afford it,i am not sociable person neither successful in any thing and i never had boyfriend.the computer is only life line out side the town with nothing it.there is nothing to do in my age group and i have no car to travel any where.there is no where to go really.i don,t have confidence in my self i believe my self to be fat ,ugly and old ,i am no diva.i have no money there is no jobs.i try to make friends but no body wants me.i am no beauty queen fat,short and ugly.i try to improve my self but i see no improvement i just feel worse trying to be as good as every body eles but i can,t i don,t have the genetic,i love to be tall beautiful and smart ,perfect.but i am not and be perfect like some people who have it all.i have nothing at all.one guy told me i was bitch and thats the last i heard of him.i thought he like me i guess he did n,t after all. he was only guy who i thought like me .thats was 7 years ago.what is never to be loved nor wanted nor liked.i own nothing,
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reader, anonymous, writes (22 May 2009): and the sun rises tomorrow on a new day...so what are going to do about it?
you are well? intelligent? then you can change things?
loose weight
learn how to dress best for you
have you seen muddy matches or similar...
smile
take vitamins
etc.
you can do these things easily where you are. Do you want to change ?
Star.x.
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reader, anonymous, writes (22 May 2009): well you are who you are and special in your own way. your parents will always love you and dont let anyone tell you or make you think different. you belong where you are.
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