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What happened with me?

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Question - (10 March 2009) 1 Answers - (Newest, 10 March 2009)
A male United Kingdom age 41-50, *as281981 writes:

thankyou all to your answers.following my previous quuestion. still didnt get a clear answer ...i would like to make it really really clear as i wanted very straight forward answer..this guy came to my bed randomally and surprised me ...i didnt even show him any sign of something becasue even in that atmospher ( porn movie) ...i was using my bedcover so if i got aroused ..so that would be under cover ..because i never ever think of doing thing with a guy ...however i remember minutes before coming to my bed ..he told me that he got aroused by the movie...and i didnt care ..as i thought its just comments ..and i remember when he was in his bed ..he mentioned like ( we are all guys...so dont be shame of interacting with the movie infront of me ..and he meant to masterbate infront of each other) ....i didnt care either ...i would say i had masterbated but under my cover and he was on his bed ..and i was so careful not to show him ..how i was aroused and how i was masterbating ..i remember he also had tissues on the table ..it was next to us ...he showed me them and said to use it for cleaning ...i took one tissue to use it under my bedcover...all i wanted to know is that i was so careful not to show him myself and i STILL COULDNT KNOW what exactly brought him to my bed...because i DIDNT .AND i will never ask aguy to come to my bed...but the point is that ...i that i REALLY....REALLY DONT KNOW ..if he touched me in my back or not???..let alone if his package penetrated me... if 2 guys practising this .thier positions while acting are so clear ..i mean in my case i was laying and my legs facing him ...he came over to my bed and sat just next to my legs..so if he wanted to assault me he would have set my legs apart and sat between them ..so it would be clear to me that its attempt for assault..and i would have stoodup straight a way..but in his case he came over ...and at the beginning he sat next to my bedcover telling me how he got a roused...after a seconds..he raised the cover and sat just close to my legs....which means his package might reach me between legs...HE KEPT watching the movie as normal ..like nothing happen...we were watching like nothing happen..however i was horrifing as the distance i felt is close...and from that moment ..i started to have these doubts...whether he touched me???...whether he penetrated my back???...i SWEAR TO GOD..THAT i dont know whether he touched me or not ..its really hard for me that i always squeezing my mind try to remember the feeling of touch that i had ..just to imagine whether that was his penis ..or just imaginations...let alone whether he penetrated my back or not?....i like to point out..that i decided to leave the bed after quite few minutes.as ididnt stand the fears and left the room saying that i have to make call as a chance to leave the bed..and when icame back he was masterbating by himself...i really tried to give every single detail about that ..trying to find straight answer for what exactly happened with me because i DONT KNOW..becasue iam really really sad and depressed... and by the way...he left the country 2 years ago (he was foreign student)...so i couldnt ask him of what confusing me....

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A male reader, anonymous, writes (10 March 2009):

Dude, stop freaking out. I am a male and dudes do that. they experiement with eachother. I will be honest with you, me and my old friend watched porn and masturbated together all the time its just "one of those guy things" I dont do it anymore because I kinda grew out of it. we also like humped eachother and jacked off and stuff but nothing too serious as in like having sex or sucking eachothers penises. but dude. i was worried and freaked out and still sorry for what I did. I am straight and I won't go no farther than what I did with a guy. it was just curiousity. get over it. you cant go back and change what happened.

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