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female
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30-35,
*sand13
writes:im 18 years old and attending college close to home. last year when i was a senior in high school i fell in love with a girl berely entering high school. we easily befriended and since we were both in the girls soccer team we became really close. ive always been a tomboy and ive been asked more than once if i was a lesbian, but i always denied it saying i love boys but im more intersted in soccer. even my friend asked me if i was gay and told me it was cool if i was. but again i denied it. truth was im bi. i ocasionaly get crushes on guys and girls but this time i was falling hard for my new young best friend. she trusts me with everything even the sexual things she has done or does with her boyfriend. i admit hearing that kills me on the inside but im happy that she confides in me so much because i never had a friend like dat. when we were both in high school we were always together but now dat im in college we dont see each other very often. i cant stop thinking about her and i try really hard to put some distance between us but she always wants to txt me or see me. i know that she'll never love me as more than friend and i know shes not gay. ive seen other girls fall for her but she rejected them. shes told me she loves me countless of times and she was even upset when i graduated but i dont kno what to do. should i tell her my feelings, even though i told her i wasn't gay, and risk our frindship, or hold down my feelings and just be there for her when she needs me? is just dat the way im seein it is should i hurt her by telling her and ruining our friendship or keep hurtin myself with this one-sided love.
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reader, anonymous, writes (27 May 2009): I wouldn't, it sounds like she values your friendship to much and telling will probably ruin that.
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