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female
age
30-35,
*arental-Advisory
writes:Okay..My problem seems to be getting bad to worst and i don't know should i get help or not..firstly i'm not gonna speak to my family, friends, counsellors or doctors about his .....'cause i don't want them to know...okay here's my story...u might understand if u have already read it or not.. :(Okay..I had a crush on this English Teacher. She is young and really pretty and in her 20s (But i'm not gay..i'm straight). this all started since the school trip last june.Yeah..i liked to stare at her and look and think about her often. She knows i Like to look at her and i don't know if she likes me or not.It was till then i heard that she found a new job in a different school...and suddenly i just started to fall apart..it was like i couldn't breathe anymore. So i didn't believe a word about that and pretended that it was some kind of joke..then i heard it again that she was leaving from a different teacher..and i became more and more depressed...Last day of term till summer came and our assembly always announce the teachers that are leaving in the end of the year...so i watched my teacher saying her final words....and i just feel so depressed that why does this have to happen..????She did give me a few looks when she was saying her speech and i was quite look at me after walking off the stage back to where she sat...I dont know what she was thinking...I havent't seen her since that day....and now it's nearly the end of march and i still think of her everyday..it's like she's a drug..i sometimes want to end it all.....I just don't know what to do it's like my life is finished...Her sister a student teacher came to our school...and she soooo reminds me of her...and i'm having a crush on her aswell..and i know she's gonna leave 'cause she's a student teacher who's only here for a wee short while...Help!!!!! it's really hard to stop thinking about this person and hard to get over...it's like to i'll give anything to see her.. I don't know if i'll see her again.. :(I do know what school she moved to for a new job... WHAT should i do??? should this life end??Need loads of advice so do send loads of replies thanks..p.s I don't want to be with her or go out with her or any of that crap...'cause i'm not gay or bi.... I don't know what i want to do...She just so attractive...and I don't how I got sooo obsessed.......
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reader, anonymous, writes (17 April 2008): Hey,
Thanks for answering my question. Good luck with getting over her!
I'm from the UK, Swindon.
:)
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reader, starfairy +, writes (30 March 2008):
 You obviously look up to this woman and admire her, and probably in some way aspire to be like her.
She might be filling a hole in your life, you might be lacking a role model, or someone to look up to?
You say you don't want to talk to anyone, but the more you try to go through this alone, the more time it's going to take to recover.
Message me if you need to talk :o) x
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reader, anonymous, writes (30 March 2008): look u said that u have a crush on your english teacher..so lady do u know exactly what crush means..its attraction..and then you say your not gay or bi..let me tell you one thing you are bi but you are not ready to accept the fact that you are one..you being depressed,wanting to end life come on it clearly shows you like her!!!so just accept your bi!!
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reader, Parental-Advisory +, writes (30 March 2008):
Parental-Advisory is verified as being by the original poster of the question just to let u know i'm 14 years old not 18-21 :(
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reader, Parental-Advisory +, writes (30 March 2008):
Parental-Advisory is verified as being by the original poster of the questionJust to let ya know i'm 14 years old not 18-21 :(
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