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female
age
30-35,
*arental-Advisory
writes:Just to Let You know that i'm not gay or Bisexual!Okay..I had a crush on this English Teacher. She is young and really pretty and in her 20s (But i'm not gay..i'm straight). this all started since the school trip last june.Yeah..i liked to stare at her and look and think about her often. She knows i Like to look at her and i don't know if she likes me or not.It was till then i heard that she found a new job in a different school...and suddenly i just started to fall apart..it was like i couldn't breathe anymoreSo i didn't believe a word about that and pretended that it was some kind of joke..then i heard it again that she was leaving from a different teacher..and i became more and more depressed...Last day of term till summer came and our assembly always announce the teachers that are leaving in the end of the year...so i watched my teacher saying her final words....and i just feel so depressed that why does this have to happen..????She did give me a few looks when she was saying her speech and i was quite look at me after walking off the stage back to where she sat...I dont know what she was thinking...i havent't seen her since that day....and now it's nearly the end of march and i still think of her everyday..it's like she's a drug..i sometimes want to end it all.....I just don't know what to do it's like my life is finished...Her sister a student teacher came to our school...and she soooo reminds me of her...and i'm having a crush on her aswell..and i know she's gonna leave 'cause she's a student teacher who's only here for a wee short while...Help!!!!! it's really hard to stop thinking about this person and hard to get over...it's like to i'll give anything to see her.. :(i don't know...if i'll see her again.. :( i do know what school she moved to for a new job...WHAT should i do???? pLease i really need help i think i need to end my life..,. :(Need loads of advice so do send loads of repliess thanks..p.s i don't want to be with her or go out with her or any of that crap...'cause i'm not gay or bi....I don't know what i want to do...She just so attractive...and i don't how i got sooo obsessed..........
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reader, caraduddy +, writes (6 April 2008):
 Maybe you are curious of being with this person? But it sounds like you have feelings for her. Or just attraction, but still feelings. It appears you are attracted to her and care for her. Maybe you are confused? there could be a slight posibility you are Bi?? Not sure x
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reader, anonymous, writes (30 March 2008): Hi Hunny
To care about someone is not wrong but to feel the way you are now hunny is hurting you far to much and to want to end it all over something like this is very worrying, You need to put into perspective that this is a person who does a job and will go onto different career opportunitys its what life is about doing what makes us happy love, Your life is sad because she left, She made a big impact on your life sweetheart which you could take as a wonderfull learning experience, You need to talk with someone about how you are feeling love as these feelings are out of control and making you feel very ill.. There is nothing out there worth killing yourself for life is a wonderfull gift of learning. And you will understand more as you grow. Please go and see a doctor to ask him to refere you to a counsellor or a school counsellor you need to talk through these problems now hunny and put all this in some sort of perspective please get help talk to your parents anyone who can help...Ive lost two close friends to suicide over the last two years sweetheart and believe me when I say there is nothing that canot make this better, Some day you will understand as time goes there is nothing worth thinking about ending your life for PLEASE TAKE CARE OF YOU HUNNY WITH LOVE AND PRAYERS MANDY XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX
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reader, Parental-Advisory +, writes (30 March 2008):
Parental-Advisory is verified as being by the original poster of the question ok just to let u know people my real age is 14 i'm not 18-21.
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