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30-35,
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writes:okay so i had met this girl jessie, we became close friends..i strted hanginn out with her and her friends.... in the group there was this guy at i was attrated to him.i was shy and dint really talk to him. the summer came me and him started hanging out and we ended up as a couple, although we werent really official.. any ways evry one knew we was together and knew he was my bf.well a year later (i notice she was a lesbian... she hadnt really accepted it thoug....) so i would tell her abunch of stuff about me n jay... and that i thoughi loved him...any who letr on that week she ask him out. idk why she did or why he accepted. i felt more betrayed by her than by him.. (he had been with and dated all the girls in the group b4 i met him..) idnt kareany who i remained frends with jessie and tryed to stay away from jay..it was hard he had become my bff more than just my man... any who wewere all in a club for debate... i hadnt been ther in a while being bussy with other clubs. one day i went to the debate club and they were both there. she started making out with him oin front of me on purpose... ok what ev so i left...any who later some how me and jay ended up hanging out with some friends. we talked about why he even dted her, idk if he was just messing with me. i mentioned her and he dint really seem to care or notice much about her he dnt even know her name .. he wa whos dat.. ands said he loved me and wanted to be with me. in front of evry one.my othe rgurl liz dared him to kiss me. n i was like no. point being he did not gonna lie i enjoyed it. but felt bad .... then jessie and more friends walked in and oanothe rgurl thatw as there was like jay an ana made out!!!! iwas officially removed from being her friend and my friends were lik ur not welcome with us any more... i tried to explain so did liz but no one wanted to hear about it... i left quit the club and chilled with psych club and my party people... 6 months past i had failed my exam for dance class jessie was my partner for the class.any who she had to bend her pride... evry one wanted me bak and i had been hurt to much already.... one of the gurls was depreses and was suicidal..i knew her far too long she might of been suicidal but not enough to go trhough it.. plus she could of talk to me n see me when evr she needed me. they asked me bak in the group. i dnt go bak but i remain frends.l it wasnt the same.... no one died,there was a couple of broken hearts and slit wrists, arms and legs, i became a cutter im ok now... me n her dont talk much, or any of the other gurls... the new members hardly even know i know jay and or jessie... and now i dnt talk to any one of the group... i had renounced my memebership to to the FBK'G"s but jay has moved near my home and wants another chance. i love him yes. but thats in my past... ive told him that thats not an option any more he doesnt listen... if anythin i just want to remain friends. now i see that not gonna happen with out him, still wanting to get bak.my question is who was the backstabber?why would she ask my guy to be her man if she was a lesbian and he was with me..? why would he so that to me and kiss me when he was with her? iknow this is in my past but i cnat seem to let go, ive have forgiven now how do i forget? help me forget???? this is one of the things thats always in the back of my mind.....people say forgive and forget but guess what yes its simple to forgive but not to forget because you can never really forgive and forget when ur friend and bf do this to you specially when you see them evry day
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reader, eyeswideopen  +, writes (15 June 2009):
 My best advice is for you to stay in school...as long as you can....please.
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