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female
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30-35,
anonymous
writes:i have a boyfriend who is the most loving and amazing boyfriend ever. but i can;t seem to get over the fact that he has kissed some of my friends.he's a very shy guy and i think i took his virginity, but there have been times when we've been out and i'm sat next to two people who he's kissed more than once before.. i admit to being very jealous and yeah the past is the past but it takes away the novelty a bit because i'm extremely happy to have him and don't want people thinking 'oh its ok ive kissed him before'wherever i go, i see a girl from his past. although it was just kissing, i can't help but get jealous.. i want to be able to go somewhere without seeing someone whose tongue hasn't been down his throat.especially when i know that some of those girls have tried it on whilst ive been with him.i know that the past is the past and it's not his fault, but i really can't help but feel jealous anand angry. ive been messed around SOOOOOO many times before and kept my relationships distance, so that guys wouldnt have to feel like im feeling now.i just feel like a bit of a number :( i need to control my jealousy but i can't because so many people i know have kissed him and a girl even said to me "you're having my seconds"although im proud to be his first, it still doesn't make me feel any better. i know he lovees me but i cant help but still feel jealous :( i need to sort myself out. i wanna feel secure and not have to feel jealous but because of my insecurities i can't, and seeing these girls most days of my life does not help me whatsoeverKIND WORDS.. NOT.
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