If I stop smoking weed will I stop having gay thoughts?

A male age 26-29, anonymous writes:

Okay. So I'm a 20 year old male. I have always been straight. I masturbated a lot in the last 2 years, excessively to straight/lesbiano porn. I smoked lots of weed in my day and realized I can't really get hard while high or drunk. About 8 months ago me and my girlfriend of a year and half that I fell in love with broke up. I started masturbating to straight/lesbian porn excessively. A month later we met up and hung out. I chose to smoke weed and realized that with all the porn and weed I could not get an erection. She had 10 minutes left to hang out and quickly tried to give me oral. I could not get erect. This upset me as a month later this happened again. I was really upset over our breakup, heartbroken. So I kept smoking weed and eventually met a girl in December. We had sex, I was hard, things were great. Eventually I got annoyed of the girl and stopped seeing her. Weed was making me depressed but I quit on New Years because of weird gay thoughts. As I remember until I relapsed on March 1sr the thoughts have went away. I haven't got laid since but I could have. I was with a girl and about to do it and got erect in my pants from her but it fell down when I took em off because of the alcohol and when she gave me oral it wouldn't go up either. So we stopped. So I started smoking again from 3/1-3/25 and was having ridiculous gay thoughts where I was thinking dudes are attractive and it was bugging me out. When I quit on New Years I don't recall the gay thoughts returning or maybe they did but slightly. since I have quit these mental images of men or penis keep coming back and it's passing me off . It won't stop , I get hard to straight/lesbian porn but my mind won't stop with these images and it's bugging me out. I tried to watch gay porn and I think one actually got me hard but I can't tell because I'm sitting in my jeans at work and getting slight blood flow quite often that every time I have these weird thoughts I get up and check to see if I'm getting hard . And these thoughts are ridiculous I see a dude on the street and my brain starts having some gay visuals and its scaring / grossing me the hell out. No offense to gay people, no problem with them. I do not use the f word to bash them or anything. It's just not me or what I want.Straight and lesbian porn still does the trick tho but while I'm watching these my mind is visualizing these gay thoughts and I can't tell if it's the gay thoughts that are getting me up because I'm bugging out that I'm turning gay. My mind can't focus on what the screen is displaying which is lesbian milfs or straight porn.Meanwhile I do and always enjoyed vagina and haven't got laid since January something . Will quitting porn and weed bring me back to a normal state where I won't have these thoughts? Don't know what to do because I am attracted to girls and girls getting banged and girls banging each other and dudes banging one another skeeves me out. What should I do because I highly doubt that I'm gay but these thoughts just keep coming and won't stop.

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