A
female
age
30-35,
anonymous
writes: I have never loved a guy.I'm the type of girl who is strong but the first time i let my guard down i got hurt.I think i love him idk wat love is yet but yea.He left for a couple years he is doing some time in jail.When i found out i was so mad but hurt cause he didnt tell me his brother did.No one else knows except me nd some of his family. I was mad because i thought he was so stupid to drop out of school nd i hated him in away cause i didnt think he cared for me then i found out he had a good reason for dropping out. Because of the whole jail time.But i feel so strongly about him more then any other guy ever in my 15 years.Its been 8 months nd i still cry for him nd i used to cut myself to get the pain away.But then after that i got piercings instead of cutting myself but i stopped at 4 piercings idk wat to do i feel so lost.i'm getting better i think but theres those days when i feel like i cant make it idk wat to do someone help me please. Nd i always worry for him if he is alrite in jail his 19 nd i'm 15 but i dont care bout the age.I never really told him how i really felt just flirt nd in sarcastics ways i would tell him i liked him.Cuz he would tell me did u miss me nd i would alwayz say yes when he left from the classroom.Idk wat to do i think i should of told him how i felt but i never got the chance it was to late.HELP ME PLEASE...
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