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*oonridge McPhalify
writes:i feel sick. i went out for a works do and drank too much too fast. i was a drunken mess and have no memory after a certain point in the night. i had work at 5 in the morning the next day and woke up at ten oclock but could not face going in. i was very ill all yesterday and felt like crap. i didn't phone in as my housephone for some reason would not work and i had lost my mobile and digital camera the night before along with my jacket. i tried calling the pub in the evening but got no answer. today i am going into work and i am going to explain that it was all my fault and that i have been an idiot and that it wont happen again. i have only been late for work once by ten minutes and have good general timekeeping. this job is temporary six month contract and i am near the end of my contract in a month.lately i have found myself drinking more and more alcohol. i have had a problem with it before and i know what to do. i need to stop. my mum told me to stop drinking before she went on holiday and i am so embarrassed as the camera was a present that she bought me for my birthday. i am very lonely and scared that i will loose my job and that my life will be as bad as it was when i was unemployed for six months.i am drowning in my own shame here and feel like giving up
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reader, Boonridge McPhalify +, writes (15 September 2008):
Boonridge McPhalify is verified as being by the original poster of the question oh yeah and my sex drive went through the roof big time...
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reader, Boonridge McPhalify +, writes (15 September 2008):
Boonridge McPhalify is verified as being by the original poster of the questionthanks i appreciate that. i know i need to sort something out with it. and i am planning on seeing a medical professional.
what you said is true and although these days i have been okay i have in the last couple of weeks been a bit "too" happy. ryhming a lot cracking jokes, jumping from topic to topic so fast that people at work thought i was crazy, i got hit in the face at work by this big metal barrier and it didn't even hurt. and i have been really hyper and excited about nothing really. its not as intense as in the past but i can see the signs and being that uninhibited is not good for work prospects as its only a matter of time before something bad results.
cheers for the help
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