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female
age
30-35,
*-Bends
writes: I was forced to do many things i didn't want to do by someone who i thought to be a close friend. Luckily it didn't go as far as rape but he forced me to do everythign else and to let him do things to me. i was frozen. the taste of him cum still haunts me. I can't get over my past i keep remebering what he did to me. what he made me do. its two years on and i still having flash backs and going shaky. To top it all i had a 40 year old perving on me 2 months afterwards. They both got dealt with properly but i can't get over it. I keep thinking it is going to happen again. Why me?I can't walk down a street without being scared, i hate being alone and i hate people walking up behind me. In going to college a year ago i moved completly away from any connections to him, for a fresh start. But its still with me. Help please Reply to this Question Share |
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reader, Fairy_Lu +, writes (23 October 2007):
http://z4.invisionfree.com/HealingFromWithin/index.php?act=idx
Check this forum out everyone is so lovely and supportive and have been through similar things ive been through almost the same thing but unfortunatly i was raped and i know how hard it makes things and how scared you can get it still haunts me but talking to people helps, its a safe forum that is free there is no judgment and everyone is so nice and kind
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