I told my flat mate of my girlfriend's abusive background

A male age 36-40, anonymous writes:

Hey, I broke up with my ex girlfreind about a month ago. My ex (who i still care for deeply and love very much) was sexually abused as a child by her father. This has affected her in certain ways in her adult life and made relationships very difficult for her...Now please believe that she is not a complete charity case, she is a very strong person, she is smart, funny and good willed, she is a fantastic person, however... in a relationship at times she can be very,very difficult and unfair... believe me at times it was tough and I had to learn to be patient, she insisted that I keep the relationship secret from my flatmates and made me lie to them about where i have been, one time i didnt lie to my one flatmate and told him where i had been, i told my ex and she wouldnt speak to me for 2 days because of it. My ex is is such a private person all of thses things i can put up with because she is a fantastic person, and i truly care for her. ... anyway we broke up becuase i lied to her. we never had sex but i told her i wasnt a virgin when i was, this lie she took real bad, i was truly sorry for it and it was just my insecuritys that led to this, i never wanted to hurt her,i have never lied to her about anything else.. I Was truly heartbroken because i do really care for her, i was extremily worried about everything and within the first two weeks i tryed to ring her but she would not even give me a chance to talk to her, she wouldnt even let me explain.. she had repressed me just like her past memories, this crushed me, she was accusing me of things that were not true, calling my whole character into question.... when somone you truly care for does this it hurts like nothing else. Those first two weeks il be honest nearly broke me, i could not eat or sleep and i felt i could not talk to anyone.. anyway after 2 weeks i could not take it anymore and I talked to my flatmate(who is female) and told her too much, i told her about the sexual abuse..to be honest after i told her i felt a little relieved however the next day I woke with a head full of regret, my freind I do trust and she is mature, i believe she will not tell a soul, i told her that this is the most important thing to me in the world, she understands, she told me not to tell my ex because it is just not worth it. i wish i could take the words back and not tell her...

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