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30-35,
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writes:Hey,i really dont know wha it is but i just feel like crying all the time and i dont know why like right now im sat just thinking about everything and its rubbish!When im in college im well known and i wouldnt be the sort of girl to be updet all the time. I tried to tell my freind but she just said that i ahve a beatifull personality im really stunning and boys are chasing me! but i dont seee it at all i have never had a boyfined im always the one that gets played and i always go for the player and i just get used and im sick of it! It makes me feel like rubbish and i just keep crying and i just think why the hell am i doing this? i just listen to depressing songs and cry about everything like when my dad died and how it happened and that i could of hepled but i was too selfish and a brat becasue alll i cared about was my stupid self and know i just dont care about myslef im just not bothered anymore and i get used all the time peaple walk all over me and im not sick of it.
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reader, anonymous, writes (8 November 2010): You are more than likely depressed sweetie and should seek counseling. Your condition is not normal and should therefore be addressed. Feel better :)
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reader, SharksTooth +, writes (7 November 2010):
Firstly, your being far too harsh on yourself about your dad. I understand your feeling guilty, but if your dad was still here, you would still be being 'selfish' and there's nothing terribly wrong with that, your 16-17. I felt the same with my uncle, but you can't change what's happened and it's only because of what happened you question your actions.
Secondly, you need to find a way of gaining some respect for yourself, be it through counselling or preventing the actions/boys that lead you to feel this way. Cut out the players, its not what you want nor need, so learn from your past. Also, because we all listen to music that relates to our feelings you might not want to stop listening to depressing songs, but try to avoid ones that remind you of your dad on a vulnerable day.
And just talk to somebody, maybe your friend? Bottling up won't help.
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reader, anonymous, writes (7 November 2010): Erm well whatever your goin through sounds bad i am sort of going through depression i get counselling and stuff i listen to music but i guess when stuff happens is kinda like dominoes one thing happens bad and it leads to other stuff but only you can change it wih help of others so ya know try it talkin helps i guess i wish you all the luck though
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