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writes:Ok... so about a year ago I was seeing this guy. He's 21 and im 17 at the moment. Anyway it was all good and we kept it up for about 6 months untill or seperate commitments meant we couldnt see each other as much, so we drifted apart and that was that. Anyway it took me a while to forget about him, as I really did like him, but I managed it. We didn't speak very much anymore, just the occasional facebook message. I'm not sure why, I suppose im pretty shy, and I didn't know if he WANTED to talk to me, also getting over him was hard and I didnt want to get involved again.Anyway come the end of august I met up with him at a festival. We were both extremly drunk, and spent the night having a catch up, then before you know it we're making out. Now as we were doing this, I remember thinking 'wow, I dont feel anything for him. This is great!' so we kept going, because he's a great kisser and hey, its a festival, why not. So anyway we ended up sleeping together. I know that he probably only wanted a shag, and at the time thats what I wanted too. No strings or anything. Anyway the next day I was just reflecting on everything, I was really happy, and I figured it was just because i'd really missed him. Not the sex, although that was good too, but just chatting and hanging out with him. So I made a resolution to maybe start talking to him a bit more.So I got back from my trip and things were a bit hectic at first because i'm very busy with work, school etc. And over this past month ive been thinking about him a lot. There's been no major contact, just the occasional facebook comment, like before. I keep telling myself to instant message him, and thats what I really want to do, to maybe see if he wants to do something, but everytime I see he's online I just can't bring myself to do it. Because getting shot down would hurt more than the torment i'm in now. I know the sensible thing would be to forget about him, but i've tried and I just cant seem to get him out of my head! What do you suggest I do?
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