| fuse, posted
over a year ago
For the past three years I have had two children back to back with my husband. they are now one and two and I have no life outside of them. I have lost my whole identity. I have been sitting in the house since I was 23 yrs old. I am now 26 and I am against the wall. I am a stay at home mother who changes pampers all day and listens to high pitch screams and yells. We relocated to a new state. The few people I know are my in-laws. My husband (33yrs old) has lost interest in me I am 20 lbs heavier than when I became pregnant. He does not have sex with me. He gets his kicks off with the use of porn. Therefore he is constantly cleaning the history in the home computer and his cell phone. My family loves him so I have no one to talk to, He thinks I am dumb and looks at other women when we are out in public. I lost myself in being a wife and mother. How do I regain confindence in me?
Posted on 18 December 2006 @ 1:19 (London time) - permalink
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