| HondaEG8, posted
over a year ago
Ok so I finally got to have sex with my gf. We've been having sex for about 5 months and we've been dating for 18 months. We are both 18-years-old. I lost my virginty to her at 18. She lost her virginity to her "first love" at 13 or 14.(young I know) My problem is that I can't seem to get over the fact that I lost it to her but she lost it to someone else. What's worse is that she wanted to wait until after a specific date; the 4 year anniversary of the last time she had sex with her first love. Coincedentaly on the same day that the girl I had my first kiss with decided to stop talking to me becuz she was my sisters friend. So while my gf decided to stop having sex with her "first love"(they were broken up at the time yet still having sex), I was still trying to get my first gf. I feel like such a loser for actually waiting but I have had such bad luck with girls that i didnt want to risk losing a gf and spend a long time trying to find another. It may not semm like it to others but I really havent been in a solid relationship until my current gf.(solid as in: actually going out with one and not just talking to her) I'm a cool guy if you could say that. Everyone I knew throughout high scool thought I wasnt a virgin without even asking me. They would ask me sex questions n I would answer appropriately to the best of my knowledge yet they never questioned my virginity. I graduated in May of 07 and I remained a virgin until November of that same year. So basically I want to know what you all think of my situation. Is she being fair at all? What should I do about this? I really dont want for me to worry about the past anymore but its so damn hard...
Posted on 19 March 2008 @ 7:50 (London time) - permalink
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