| brandoni10, posted
over a year ago
Alright so i was in highscool 2 years ago. Senior year all is nice popular doing mma keeping in shape. I find this girl she was 16 i was 18 we became friends. After months we decided to start a relationship. Everything was going nice took her to prom. She was kinda prude but thats not what i care about in someone. Then summer comes along we have occasional fights. After the summer iam not going to highschool and she breaks up with me. I was so lost and many suicidal moments. Drugs alchohal untill i decided to try and move on. Sad thing was i wld sometimes still think about her. Then after another year goes by. I am on AIM she messeges me and says she has been trying to talk to me for a cpple months or w.e. She then said if i wanted to do anything. So ovb i wasnt going to rush and be like were back together? So i took it as friendship went out to eat had a great time. Cpple months went by saw her a cpple more times. I then decided to join the marines.. When she found out after a cpple weeks she then sent me a mssg a week or 2 later that she thinks she loves me and blah blah but knew i was leaving soo... Then i decide well marines arnt for me. Ill do airforce which takes longer to leave for bootcamp. It has been alright till recnetly.We had one discussion where i wasnt feeling from her and she said that she isnt into the realationship like iam she said. She told me that her mom was a liar and manipulator and taht how she was raised. I feel like ive lost the connection with her. I call her alot and try to talk to her. But she doesnt anwser my calls or respond. And recently havnt seen her in 2 weeks and have barly said anything to each other. Sld i just back off and make sure she knows wat she wants? she is 17 and a senior in highschool. And she is going to go away for school and iam going to texas for the airforce. After the summer I dont know if i sld tell her that ignoring me is kinda immature. Just end it and tell her that ill be there for a real relationship when she is done college? I dont know I really love her to the extent i would die for her. Any suggestions. Iam not hurt right now jsut confused. The opposite sex always makes me anxious and nervous. But when iam around them i have fun and make them laugh. Idk wats up....
Posted on 5 March 2009 @ 7:14 (London time) - permalink
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